i realised commitments arent meant to be made easily, i regretted saying yes, but i know i should still give myself a chance and not just back out like that... just that i realised i m not ready yet.. or my heart isnt feelin the right thing now. somethings.. when they are in ur hands, u take them for granted. once u lose them, u regret not cherishing them. seems like i m caught in that situation now =X but i also cant step back so easily. hais can cry man.